In the Ice I trust ❄

Yet again, introspection paired up with retrospection have helped my go through trauma-response recon which was mild yet I really don’t like it. However, every time I deal with this recon I get a powerful “invincibility boost”.

Apart from introspecting and retrospecting I do a kind of shadow work by taking a look at certain “dark” characteristics of mine that are deeply repressed and eliciting them to the surface.

There’s a certain undertow of dark and cold rage in that work. A bundle of the darkest impulses “pleading” for letting them loose. I rechannel that plea into that “invincibility boos” I mentioned.

The whole process seems to be more swift on EmpD. Moreover, this time I was able to identify a deeper potential in that rage when doing the shadow work.

Emperer: Step Daddy :joy:

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One day off the subs was enough to neutralize that trauma-response reconciliation I mentioned and today’s results are as great as they were after listening to my stack for the first time, upon the release of EmpD.

I can see an obvious pattern in here that points to the recommendation concerning listening to your stack every other day. On the first day the results were the most mind-blowing, the next day they seemed to be decreasing and that trauma-response reconciliation kicked in and was steadily getting more intense (although it was mild all the way). On the third and fourth listening day that tendency got only more intense, meaning, the results were even less pronounced and that reconciliation was a bit more persistent. Moreover, reconciliation fog (it was harder to tell what results and to what extent I was getting) kicked in as well.

Today I feel like:
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Dark, cold, solid and beautiful.

Women are more responsive as well, although I noticed some getting a bit shy upon seeing me. And I’m talking about real hotties. That’s really unusual.

Apart from that, my introspecting skills have got improved, I can see my inner motions, thoughts and ideas clearer. It’s also easier to reign my inner world, and particularly my “underworld” - that is my dark side.

It’s easier to plan and make decisions since I’m being way less affected by my inner motions, and I see important decisions and planning coming, so that’s going to come in really handy.


I’ll be stacking EmpD with PR from now on and following the recommended pattern: listening to my stack every other day. Yet, I’m going to stick to my sweet spot. Let’s see how it works for me.


Fuck that, I love WB too much. I’ll be running the three subs: WB+EmpD+PR.

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PR is doing for me a very similar job EmpD does when it comes to retrospecting and introspecting. Like EmpD helps me discover and redefine my “historical” identity (my identity as a man with a difficult past), PR does the same to my “romantic/romance” identity. Both subs help me spot the gaps in those identities and fill them in, smoothing out the transformation, as both programs “target” those gaps. Those gaps seems to be causing reconciliation.

In case of PR, the main gap in my “romantic/romance identity” that is being filled right now is that most vulnerable side of me that got disappointed and hurt lots of times when I fell hopelessly in love with the “wrong” girls. Another one is my ideal woman → a holy woman that I’ve always wanted so that she can heal my wounds (traumas), and touch and lift up my heart.

I also went through those patterns that would lead me to getting heartbroken. Initially, I though they were reemerging as a part of the reconciliation and I was close to giving up on the sub since I don’t like those very old patterns that would make me helpless and miserable in the “clutches of love”. However, they seem to have got reconciled and I feel “romantically” (but also emotionally) stronger than ever before.

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There’s something to this title that makes it a “spiritual” title in the way it makes WB “spiritual”. However, it the case of WB it’s about embracing your flaws and striving for excellence that makes you authentic and really appealing to women. There’s nothing more seductive than a man embracing his darkness yet striving for reaching the stars (his ideals).

In the case of PR it’s about embracing and nurturing what’s broken in you romantically/emotionally and letting what’s beautiful in you romantically/emotionally shine all the more.

There’s nothing more endearing than beautiful things that are broken (yet not beyond repair!) and make us think that fixing them will help them restore their COMPLETE BEAUTY. Like a beautiful bird with its wing broken that we take care of, helping it recover so that it can show its complete beauty in its first flight after the recovery.

This is how PR is working on me right now, communicating it to the world.

The process happening in me is nicely reflected by this song:

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What is your take on the ‘sexuality’ of PR?
You have the self-awareness to discern between all the different subs you are running.
Does its closeness or romantic element in any way seem to deter a more sexual, primal, or status-based spark or attraction?

Also I have been feeling almost young again lately, with a resurgence in my life that last year or so. WB when I’ve run it made me feel more like a teenager- not in an immature way-but in a ’ I’m on top and have my whole life ahead of me with the world as my oyster."

Back on my more wealth focused stack I do feel a bit caught,a transition not an issue. Missing the train of an entire life of possibilities ahead but not fully established either.

Is Emperor Daddy similar in its youthful re-invigoration or more claiming of the end of that time of life in a strong and mature way? Or love to hear your take on your sense of yourself in time and life on Emperor Daddy

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It’s only day 2 on PR so these are only my very first impressions, observations and experiences. However, I can tell that PR intensifies how I experience my sexual desires (aka getting horny) and my sexual sensations when fulfilling them. No other sub has done that for me, I’m sure it’s that part of scripting including Diamond, SM and PN that elicits that.

I see the beauty in women but I still want to bed them without romancing them, and those “romantic” inclinations of mine that PR elicits serve to “embellish”/romanticize my seduction blueprint not to override it. However, I can tell that WB plays a role in that. I would say PR smooths out the edge WB elicits, by enveloping it with a dreamlike/romantic aura. I’m sure it would be different if I wasn’t running WB.

PR gives you a very similar vibe LB does yet it’s aimed at potential romantic partners, however. On the other hand, it also attracts people, in general, so that they can connect with you emotionally, and not necessary romantically. I doesn’t attract people sexually as far as I can see, and so far. It’s just day 2, like I said.

The kind of energy it helps you generate is both; reinvigorating and calming. I know it may sound counterintuitive but, in its essence, it’s about generating higher levels of energy, and harnessing and channeling them. I’m more energized physically and mentally. My physical and mental endurance has improved noticeably.

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it is comforting to know that….I was worried about it before………having the romance side as the icing on the cake is what I want….I assume…The vibe that you emitting now is more approachable and relatable ?a lot of time,I find that those pure “primal” sexual vibe might scare certain girls away….you are stacking PR with WB and EmpD right ?how these three synergise ?how the the aura of these three mixed feels like ? :grinning:

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Yes.

Yes, it is, indeed. People feel even more at ease when approaching me and connecting with me psychologically.

Yes, they do synergize really well, indeed. I suppose mainly because they’re all aimed at attracting women. However, it’s also about how they address three essential yet very different aspects of my psyche. EmpD addresses my historical identity (who I’ve been and I am as a mature man), WB my seduction blueprint (how I naturally attract women for sex), and PR addresses my romantic/romance identity (who I am as “a man with a heart”).

This combo elicits in me those natural characteristics of mine that make me a endearing and seductive man with a really strong core and a slight dark edge which doesn’t come a surprise at all.

That aura would be perfect for Chosen, I can imagine, although I’ve never run that sub. It’s social, emotional and sexual magnetism, and authority mixed in a really nice proportion.

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This is Primal Romance. Don’t forget the “primal” part. And this notion that romance takes away from a primal sexuality came from the red pill.

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Thanks for clarifying I couldn’t imagine you would leave out the sexual, admiration, status, elements of romance in a sub like this.

I don’t follow red pill ideology at all; this comment came from reading some of the threads on primal romance and some feedback on it that it seemed to lower sexual attraction but increase closeness. I find @Sub.Zero quite very intelligent and adept at discerning his internal experience and the impact of subs, so I wanted his take on it. I believe polarity, status, admiration, and distinct separation are an important part of the attraction and deeper romance, and I was curious to what degree this was balanced in this program.

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Only last night, when my lover came over I experienced something relevant to the sexual aspect of PR. She had said before that she was in love with me but last night she said I was her real love and the love of her life.

Later on, she had the best sex of her life, cumming more times than ever before and even though she got really tired and sweaty when riding me during the “last session”, she didn’t have enough and she kept going craving for even more. So she got it.

When it comes to attracting women sexually, I need more exposure to females to know the exact mechanics of attracting them. For now, it looks like they’re more responsive to me “aesthetically” than sexually. It means that I seem to be a prince from their dream more than someone they would fuck right off the bat. If it makes sense to you, guys.

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I’ve seen more attraction from women today. Even from a woman at my workplace who had never showed me her interest before. She would just try to keep it cool even though I could tell she was slightly attracted. Today she did that directly by offering me some food at the canteen and trying to strike up a convo. However, this kind of attraction was a bit different than typically. I got it from some other female coworkers, too. It was as if they had been more interested in me as a person and not as an “object of sexual desires”. I still need more time to fathom the exact “mechanics” of it.

I see some internal changes as well. That’s obvious and expected. In short, EmpD makes me rock solid and dark, WB cold and dark even more so whilst PR smooths out my intensity and makes me approachable, especially for women.

I see and I’ve started experiencing an insane romantic/seductive potential in this combo in the times where romance is so rare, so exotic to women and, therefore, all the more enthralling. It’s too early to say, yet upon the reactions and responses I’ve got from women since I started the stack I got an impression that they see me in the way that is presented in the picture below:

The power of mystery, romance and authenticity.

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So just approachable enough they might feel safe trying to take off that helmet to see who’s under?

Yes, PR has resolved the main issue in my seduction which was coming across as too intense to lots of women, due to the edge and vibe WB elicited in me. Lots of seductions didn’t even start because of that since those women were too timid and socially inept. PR helps them feel comfortably themselves when interacting with me and that helps me elicit their authentic way of communicating and connecting with me.

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That “bedroom” scripting in PR is crazy. Last night, my lover rode me like a crazy, getting orgasm by orgasm, even more than the previous night. She didn’t have enough even though she was really sweaty and nearing to exhaustion. She also got really wet when we started. Like never before.

PR helped me explain to her the nature of our relationship better, and what my role in her life and her in mine is. I could explain to her better why we can’t be in a monogamous relationship. I did that not for the first time, yet now it was just more authentic and with considering her feelings even more profoundly.

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Last night I got even more of that. She rode me for around one hour. She got utterly sweaty and I got wet with her sweat. She wanted to keep going yet I told her that I had enough. Crazy stuff!

When I asked her why she rode me so wildly she couldn’t tell.

Anyhow, I wrote a poem about that in the morning. I’ve just sent it to her.

Ride me as if there was no tomorrow.
Ride me, there’s too much sorrow.
Ride me even though you’re sweaty.
Ride me since I’m your bedroom deity.
Ride me since you’re devilishly horny.
Ride me till the light of the morning.

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I’m honeslty mostly amazed by the stamina to have sex for an hour. You go, brother!

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And me not as much by the stamina as by the insatiable desire.

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My lover was supposed to go back to her country for two or three moths next week. I though we had said goodbye to one another on yesterday morning. However, a friend of hers got an accident and she needed to change her plan and she will be staying here for a bit longer.

Another thing is, today she had to work, instead of enjoying her usual day off, and because of that she couldn’t visit another friend of hers yesterday so she came over last night.

Two manifestations one by one. Two listening nights only. Damn! That was quick!