Day 12/21 rest day set#1
Well Lineage is working, I am having some childhood issues rising to the surface. I am dealing with family reconciliation.
Had an intense nap after work. Really feeling the subliminals.
I am running Lineage, but this didnāt happen until a few loops into Genesis.
Late at night, I had an emotional meltdown. I realized that pretty much the center of everything in my life is because in the deepest spaces under my mind under the strongest mntal shields I feel āI am not enoughā This stems all the way back since I can remember. DEEP DEEP DEEP Down I always felt not enough at work, to my family, friends, society. Even here. I have always projected and believed that I thought I didnāt care what others thought. Turn out I do deep in the core under the strongest of barriers in my psyche behind mental walls and mazes is a little version of me asking āam I enoughā
It is the core reason I seek to improve myself not just every year, but everyday be better than u was yesterday a little too strongly.
saintsovereign is right. Light healing scripting doesnāt mean light healing. This struck hard and deep to the core of my spirit, being, life. I am shell-shocked right now.
The pain in my heart was the most intense pain I have ever experienced, including physical pain. I am still feeling the aftershocks of this. Revelation of mind didnāt even trigger this.
The great thing is now that with Genesis, I can go on the adventure of a lifetime to help myself understand I am enough. Once I strip all the mental barriers, shields and blow all those protections a way, I can start building a beautiful mind palace that, in my core, I will know that I am enough.
Once I know that I am enough deep down, I have a feeling all the pieces of the puzzle in my life will click together and I will be living my dream life.
THIS is the power of Genesis.