Grasping infinity journal

In other words, taking direct action towards having sex (dating apps, meeting women, going to events/clubs) will manifest sex.

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cool thanks for sharing this

been taking some action. went to a drum circle last night. had a great time and they all loved my instruments. it was mainly older people but there was this one girl about my age and absolutely beautiful. i chatted with her for a quick second and found out she is about 1hr 30 minutes from where i live. so logistically its probably not going to work out. before i left i got her number and we chatted about my dumb phone and all that. i’ll text her sometime today.
still haven’t heard back from the older women who wanted to hangout as well as another old friend from school and we matched on a dating app and we started texting on the phone. most likely a flake is a flake.

[ listened to SMC 1 min, PR 1 min, peace 1 min . yesterday evening in my car driving to the event. ]


(while just listening to the SMC from the other day)
also a few days ago i went to a restaurant with my parents and the waitress seemed very receptive to me. making eye contact with me oppose to anyone else. i felt like i was on my a game just in general. clear loud voice without even trying. when we wrapped up i told my parents that i was going to use the bathroom and i’ll meet them in the car. after i did that, i went up to the waitress and asked for her number. she looked a little surprised (sensed a bit of conflict) and then said i have a boyfriend. i was totally cool with that. she said thanks for asking though, i bet it made her day. i feel like nobody does that anymore. like she would have given me her phone number if she wasn’t dating this guy.

but honestly i need to refine the ā€œart of asking for the numberā€ skills lol
like sometime i am just so upfront with zero small talk and go straight for the close. which hasn’t always worked and a little bit of talking before makes them feel comfortable giving their number to a complete stranger.

yes i know this is completely opposite of the mode one philosophy. idk…

i guess at the end of the day it’s what she feels , and that decides how she acts.

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feeling very out of it today. voice is quiet. went to the dog park with my dog and felt anti social

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she has a boyfriend but is interested in friendship yay just what i wanted

a few nights ago i had another dream saying i should not use subliminals. i wrote down all the things that where told to me:

- peace is the center

- subs are not good for attraction. they have a lot of metal in them. all of them.

- find out if she is interested and attracted if not , move on.

- usually when the zero happened, you are paired.
(this is in reference to some big global event regarding humanity)


i listened to 30 seconds of smc and PR today. feeling pretty good.
I don’t know , i have had dreams where they say subs are good and ive had dreams where they say subs are bad. i don’t know what to think. i think getting info from my dream is powerful because ive gotten real results (big crypto movements before they happen, ideas for coding, etc) so i don’t want to discount them all together. idk

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The differing messages could be different ā€œpartsā€ of you (Parts in the NLP sense) expressing their own beliefs/messages about it.

Feels like recon.

could be. i have a worldview that im a multi dimensional being and can exists on different planes. like various astral levels when i’m sleeping. i even ask where im at some times and they say the astral plane. other times i ask ā€œwhat is my relationship to youā€ (to the person i’m talking to) and i get mother earth or spirit guide or higher self or simply ā€œYouā€.
i don’t think its all mental psychology out there. but i don’t think mental psychology is nonsense too.

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i’ve been using the muse headband more (30+ minutes) everyday. and add PR to the mix and i feel like i become way more present and self aware around social settings.

i’m thinking of adding the money attractor custom into the mix…
so it would be SMC, money attractor, and PR.
i’ve also thought about adding the wanted physical shifting to PR with the name embedded custom option.

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ok i thought about that for like 2 seconds and since i don’t know who is watching these journals i’m going to delete that for safety


30 sec money attractor

1 min PR

3 min SMC

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You good?

yep i’m good. that last post was about some insane results from peace when i was running it. and of course those results could be mis used in the wrong hands.

last night i ordered PR + wanted physical shifting ! i’ll be swapping that out for the main PR from now on

1 min PR + W Physical Shifting (WPS)
30 sec SMC
30 sec MA

feeling anti social today. took my dog for a walk and didn’t really feel like myself when i ran into a few people. just kept it short / generic. theres this one girl who walks her dog and my dog LOVES to say hi so we were outside for a bit. honestly she is physically very attractive but she’s a bit young for me. i talk with her for a bit. she is very hard to talk to because she is not good at socializing (i guess with me at least) so its like hard mode for building connection. and today was a low score lol.

yesterday i went for a walk with my cousin (male) and we’ve just had this good friendship of discussing problems and just life in general. and yesterday he seemed a little distant. i personal felt on point, feeling confident, and saying hi to people we passed.

the other day i hit up an old friend who is in an open relationship asking if she wan’t to have casual sex and she basically said that i don’t understand women at all. i take this with a grain of salt…


today i was ready Models by mark manson and there was a quote i really resonated with:

ā€œtheres nothing to learn or memorize. theres is nothing to practice or study. it only requires one to move his yardstick for success from external goals (more dates, more sex) to internal goals (better relationship, more emotional fulfillment, overall happiness).ā€

recon in the form of anger because i can’t afford anything

ive been following this one youtuber who live out of his car hes quite knowledgeable about money and bitcoin in general. a week ago he shared that he was building this little mining rig and today he said that he hit a block.
what.
block reward is 3.125 btc currently.

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going to figure out how to do mining with the eGPUs i have currently.

Go with microloops like start from15 seconds and slowly raise it 30 then 45. If u get recon then always lower the seconds till u find a sweet spot.

Zpu customs are strong so no need to force anything

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do you mean in terms of over exposure or something else?