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DRR2 15m | GE 15m
End of Cycle 3. End of DRR2 run. My best subliminal run yet. Gonna washout for two weeks and then move on to DRR3.
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Summary of my DRR2 results:
The biggest change hasn’t been anything physical—it’s been psychological.
For most of my life I dealt with anxiety, overthinking, perfectionism, self-doubt, and constantly second-guessing myself. I would spend more time planning than executing. Since running Dragon Reborn alongside my custom stack, I’ve noticed a steady shift away from that mindset.
I feel significantly calmer.
Situations that used to create anxiety don’t have nearly the same emotional charge. I recover much faster from stressful moments and spend less time ruminating. My baseline confidence feels much more stable instead of depending on external validation.
One of the most noticeable changes has been my relationship with fear.
I’m far less intimidated by confrontation or difficult conversations. At one point I actually realized I had swung a little too far in the opposite direction and became more reactive than I wanted. That forced me to consciously develop emotional control so I could stay calm instead of simply becoming fearless. My goal now is to be responsive rather than reactive.
Perfectionism has also taken a hit.
Instead of endlessly restarting projects or waiting for the perfect plan, I’ve been shipping work consistently. I’m currently building multiple AI applications and have made more real progress over the past few months than I had in a long time. I still catch perfectionism showing up, but it no longer controls my decisions the way it used to.
My sense of purpose has become much stronger.
Rather than obsessing over dating or seeking approval, I’ve become deeply invested in building my own future. Most of my attention now goes toward learning, creating software, studying sales, improving my health, and working toward the long-term vision I have for my life. The mission feels more important than chasing temporary validation.
I’ve also noticed a major increase in self-respect.
I’m setting better boundaries, saying no more often, apologizing when I genuinely think I’m wrong instead of defending my ego, and caring much less about whether everyone approves of me.
Emotionally, I actually feel happier.
There are days where I catch myself smiling for no particular reason. I enjoy spending time alone much more than I used to, and solitude feels peaceful instead of lonely. I genuinely like the direction my life is heading.
I’ve also become much more optimistic about the future. Instead of feeling stuck, I spend most of my time thinking about what I want to build over the next 10–20 years. My creativity has exploded, and ideas come to me constantly.
I’ve experienced some interesting relationship changes as well.
I’ve become much less needy and much less willing to chase people. If someone wants to be in my life, great. If not, I move forward. That mindset alone has made me feel much more emotionally independent.
Another unexpected result is that I don’t feel as attached to outcomes anymore. Whether it’s work, relationships, or personal goals, I still care deeply, but there’s much less desperation behind it.
Overall, I would describe the experience as becoming more grounded, more self-directed, and more internally driven.
There is still plenty of work left to do, but looking back over the last few months, I can honestly say I’ve become a much stronger version of myself than the person who started this journey.
Looking forward to seeing what the next stages bring.
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DRR3 is next, but I’m going to make a new journal for it. Gonna washout and see what happens over the next 2 weeks and then I’ll close this journal.
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Washout
I’m back in the gym again and it feels great. I took a whole year and a half off. I missed the gym. Glad we are reunited.
Just relapsed to PMO. But I don’t feel bad or hate myself. In fact, I see it as another problem to solve. And right now solving problems is my favorite thing to do now.
The data I discovered today:
I see a pattern. Every time I get high, I get uncontrollably horny. I really have to take a long break. Getting high is too attached to watching porn. It’s automatic. I could only hold my urges for a couple of hours.
So no more weed for a long while.
Washout
I’ve found a new love… ai and app building. I want to master A.I. now. I currently believe it’s the single most important skill one can master in the next decade. I gotta hop on this train.
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