Genesis of the Legacy's Ascended Spartan Mogul

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#61

There’s a pretty cool & good balance between AM & Genesis when it’s time to interact with other people. That’s what I experienced today during my working shift at the gym.

I can control my emotions better to make more wise decisions & act more maturely around them. It’s easier to assert myself without going into extreme rage mode & it’s a very big shift compared with just a few months ago.

Every strong emotion is transformed into something positive very quickly & without negative psychological side effects.

This stack gives me a friendly Alpha vibe which is not imposing in a negative way but it can guide you to be flexible just enough to make proper decisions around people while taking the lead whenever is necessary.

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#62

My motivation to journal has been way off despite the good effects I experienced in the last few days.

I received several compliments both from the receptionists & the clients about my attitude & my skills at work. It feels good to have a positive impact on people in general.

Tonight I had an intense dream in which I was crossing a lake while looking at the stormy weather above me. At some point, I heard some thunders & by looking closely behind me I saw a supercell under which there was developing a tornado on the water. I suddenly realized I was in real danger because the tornado’s path was in my direction so, after a moment of panic I decided to take shelter in a lake-front house. There were several people with me but I don’t remember their identity. As the tornado approached us I didn’t find anything solid to hold on to except some kind of strange furniture. When the tornado hit the house I heard everything trembling but I was somehow calm while others were panicking. The whole structure survived the impact & I felt relieved I was so collected despite that extreme danger.

Yesterday’s functional training was remotely linked to that stormy situation because a woman started to argue about some little details in the instructions I was giving to them. At some point, she became quite enraged about the timing of the exercise & then left the course with her arrogant attitude.

#63

Today I decided to shave my body (almost) completely to see more of the muscle definition & to keep better track of my incoming body transformation starting after the next washout.

Also, I started some jelqing (& committing to consistent weekly practice this time) to see if I can change my dong size.

In other news, something has changed in my relationship with my sister because there’s better communication between us.

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#64

Tonight I had a not-so-pleasant dream which was borderline nightmarish in which I wasn’t able to be on time for my working shift because I lost myself in a kind of shopping center, if I remember correctly. Some healing was taken in that dream I guess.

Yesterday evening I bought some creatine to start my body transformation which is going to be interesting paired with LoTS solo. In the next few days, I’m going to research the best workout regime I can find (based on the overall results of most people) & make the cycle a pleasant surprise for myself & (I hope) for others aswell just to increase my chances in getting personal training clients.

#65

Yesterday at the gym I received some more compliments, however, there are still a few clients both girls & men who aren’t responding to my aura when I cross their path in the gym. Let’s see if it’s a matter of time or incompatibility.

This morning after my jelqing session I was enjoying seeing my naked body & I felt grateful for it & its beauty. Pre-sults from LotS solo?

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#66

Yesterday evening I relapsed but didn’t feel any negative emotions related to shame like I always had. Also, that orgasm was unbelievable & felt like a treat for everything I’m doing right to grow, especially in the last months.

There’s a better relationship with my body.

However tonight I didn’t sleep well because there was a very close & loud thunderstorm here & the room was too hot. Right now the temperature is going down, fortunately.

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#67

I’m feeling some anxiety but I think it’s the prelude to some kind healing-clearing down the line today or tomorrow. I’m feeling it, especially after the AsC weekly loop though.

In 30 minutes it’s time to go for my working shift.

#68

Yesterday the anxiety built up towards the functional course and during the time spent in the weight room until that point I was not feeling well & more insecure than usual. Then after the functional training class in which I was leading the whole thing definitely better & with more energy than before, the anxiety was gone & I felt confident once again. So something cleared up in the meantime.

This morning I’m feeling better but tonight I had a few healing intense dreams with people from the past in which I was telling them some of my issues.

Yesterday evening I started taking some creatine & I cannot wait to start seeing its effects on my body & workout performance.

#69

The last day of the current cycle is done.

I’m not feeling any anxiety whatsoever & I’m looking forward to the upcoming washout to see something blooming.

I just did the mensa.org test and scored 110 (+8 in 4 months). So it looks like my cognitive abilities are improving and it’s a pretty unexpected bonus.

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#70

First day of washout & I’m feeling more tired than usual, borderline exhausted.

Tonight I had a nightmare in which I was going on an incredibly steep hike with my father while he was going after me very fast. I managed to climb it at first but after that, the only way down was on a very dangerous ultra-inclined stair with very high steps in which the chance of falling down was too high. Then that dream finished.

#71

Yesterday I had a great second half of the day in the gym. I received several compliments from clients & I felt in the flow of things while acting in a confident manner, especially during the exercise instructions for the new clients.

Speaking of new clients, I had to showcase several exercises to a 20-year-old girl with a gorgeous face & a very friendly, sweet & open attitude which left me with a very good impression of her. At first, I was a little bit intimidated by her looks because from a distance she wasn’t as pretty as I thought, but then when I was close her beauty hit me. However, after a few seconds, I was able to instruct her without any sign of insecurity. During our interactions whenever I came back to her to explain the next exercise, she smiled a lot & her body language was very open to what I was saying & showcasing. She was telling me how she was feeling during the exercise in quite a playful & feminine manner but my frame never stepped down to meet her muscular discomfort (I didn’t satisfy her implicit need for decreasing the amount of exercise given).

Probably I’m experiencing the bloom effects of the interesting & powerful AM & Genesis combo that I think is pretty close in some features to Stark because I felt more popular, friendly, confident & charismatic than ever. More & more clients are interacting with me in both respectful & friendly manner which is usually given to some high-status people.

During the morning I was a little bit anxious though. So right now I think it’s safe to say that the healing & clearing side of things is happening in a matter of hours based on the fast change in my attitude during the day.

EDIT: I forgot to say that I’m feeling way more positive energy inside me than usual & I feel the urge to go on some kind of loving relationship adventure. So I guess I’m experiencing the following Genesis objective: “And of course, the rewritten Libertine and Love Bomb auras will provide for ample manifestation of potential romance partners if so desired.”

#72

Another pretty good working day.

I was so in the flow of things that 9 hours passed by pretty quickly & my interactions with the clients were so satisfying, friendly & respectful.

During the last hour, the unexpected happened though, and a client who was usually pretty closed in her interactions with me opened up to her views about the overall vibe & behavior in that gym. She was talking non-stop and, at some point, she asked me if I would like to consider a trial in her gym in Tessin (Switzerland) as a trainer or personal trainer so we exchanged our contacts via smartphone because she didn’t have any business card with her. That job would pay me definitely more than my current one.

So it was a very pleasant manifestation & the proof that I’m on the right track, career-wise.

This Sub combo is very powerful & I’m starting to see its true effects. I guess it’s not wise to change this stack if it’s working good & probably I should stick to it for some more cycles (until I have achieved all the objectives listed in the sales pages) instead of going in LotS solo mode for the next one.

I cannot wait to see what kind of pleasant/unexpected things there will be tomorrow.

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#73

Yesterday at work I was more stressed & pressured than usual. Still, I managed to be professional & confident, especially during the Functional course, where I was more organized & energetic.

I noticed I was having less effect on people but it was expected due to the fact it was my last washout day. Still, they were more polarizing for sure (there were several girls/women who were avoiding eye contact with me & they were very closed off body-language-wise whenever I was approaching/crossing paths with them). Instead, when I was consulting & building a workout schedule for a lady I caught her blushing so I was having some influence on her.

So I guess I needed to bring something else (read More Powerful) to the table of interactions at work & in my private life too to make a leap towards my goals. So after some moments of doubt, I decided that I’m going to streamline my next stack while taking LotS (which wasn’t as helpful as I wanted it to be, to be honest) out of the equation & changing AM for something definitely more powerful to reach my very ambitious wealth/status/relationship goals: Emperor.

@RVconsultant could you please close this journal?

#74