Just came back from my free day walking time and I was walking as if I were in the gym environment. So I was calm, and grounded but the heat with high humidity wasn’t a pleasant feature even though I was wearing a sleeveless t-shirt & shorts. At some point I caught myself smirking in a playful manner and watching the cars passing by as I was in control of my environment. So I felt confident and I plan to go out tomorrow too and extend my walking time some more. There’s the feeling I can enjoy myself in solo mode too & start conversations with strangers whenever I want (the last group of friends I had was several years ago and I didn’t feel as confident as I am in these days when I was going around places with them).
This morning I listened to Genesis + Ascension Chamber (full loops) and I felt good pretty much all day with some very slight attempts of negative thinking trying to surface but they were very short-lived.
Genesis solo is definitely a pretty cool guarantee.