I just returned from my stroll and caught more women and men watching me than usual. At some point, I felt like a sought-after prize even more than my Wanted Black cycle. I felt a taste of powerful attraction as I got those pleasant reactions.
The thing is that I followed - once again - what my inner coach told me to do (just go for a walk) and then I received the reward I always get when I follow his pieces of advice.
EDIT: I listened to 3.30 min loop this morning to give more context
Khan just started to kick really hard to the point some panic-attack kind of thoughts have popped up as I’m still feeling something heavy between my heart and high abdomen region.
I guess it’s the compounding effect of the deep inner transformation going on under the conscious radar.
However, as I’m writing this journal entry that heaviness is getting lighter.
You right will delete it thanks
After yesterday’s morning peak recon phase I had a very pleasant day at work with a bounce back to an even more confident, self-assured and popular version of myself.
I got several more glances from girls and ladies with few of them showing off an hypnotized gaze.
Also I got more physical touches from clients as well, both men and women.
I’m starting to see/encounter more cute/hot girls too, especially at work.
This Friday I’ll go dancing at the club with my friends for the first time in years and many clients at the gym will be there too,so I’ll have a chance to build some powerful and attractive social proof.
So overall I’m glad there’s a positive trajectory building up every single day.
If I’m already seeing all these manifestations/results happening on the first 10 days of TB, I wonder what will happen when I start with ST2 where the real Khan script begins to kick in.
There’s gonna be a lot of fun, breakthroughs and trasformation for sure.
Another level unlocked today✅
This morning I felt normal until I entered the gym for my working shift and then my mood/energy/charisma/confidence started to build up during the hours there.
I’m getting more extroverted when necessary and with a lot of creative wit and homour while respecting and taking in consideration I’m at work and not in a bar with friends.
I felt I unlocked another level because I was almost on par with the most hilarious and extroverted grown man of the gym, as far as extroversion and wit.
It was a reality bending thing to experience in first person. I’m finally and definitely shifting from introversion to extrovertion for real.
Also 2 more clients asked to start soon the PT sessions with me.
Another thing is that whenever I see an attractive/hot female client I’m instinctively drawn to approach her without any hesitation.
If I approach her, the inner Khan rewards me with the other person approaching me after some minutes as soon as the situation is favorable, to ask for assistance or some help (sometimes is clear as the day that’s an excuse to engage in a conversation with me).
Then the highlight of the day happened when the hottest/model-like client I have ever seen at the gym gave me the chance to see if the above trend will happen with her too.
So when I saw her doing 2 exercises incorrectly I gave her some tips to improve the execution, without having any expectations or attachment to her reactions.
Then after few minutes she approached me, while I was doing another task, and asked to show her how to use a machine.
A similar thing happened later in the day in another gym where I just started to work. There a pretty cute girl (close to my type) asked several times for assistance, even when I was busy with 2 other clients (2 less attractive girls).
So it’s just a matter to follow what your inner most persuasive voice is telling you to do and you’ll suddenly start to see abundance of attractive girls/women approaching you when, at first, they would seem to ignore/ghost you.
Everything I just described was closely followed by an intoxicating sense of euphoria and social abundance like never before.
Another pretty cool happened when the most attractive receptionist (I had a crush on her the very first few months she started working with me) told me that we will see each other at club this Friday, while I was exiting from the gym and greet her as usual.
The strange thing is that yesterday’s approached me way more jokingly than usual and told me that she knew I was going to the club.
So a crazy spike of, all of a sudden, interesting attractive/hot girls and women manifestations.
One of the most impressive seduction scenes ever (taken from “Vicky Christina Barcelona” movie). Javier Bardem is so cool in this scene. Don’t worry it’s safe for work.
That’s the kind of seductive style I would like to experience and especially embody along the Khan way.
Another day started and developed in an unexpected way.
When I was talking with the attractive receptionist and another trainer, at some point she told to my colleague that my voice changed and told me that I’m now a “man” because my voice is deeper than before. That’s why, when I greeted her few hours ago, she said “Hello Man”.
Something big changed for sure and I feel bolder, definitely more masculine and more socially skilled.
Khan will stay in my stack for sure, no matter what. That’s way too effective and fast-acting to leave my stack and I just started the transformation. In a few months, many won’t be able to recognize me for real.
The progress on Khan is so effortless that you think you’re playing in life as it was a videogame.
Also, the amount of social & inner freedom is compounding very fast and yesterday at the club I was feeling so free to express myself and I danced so wildly like there was no tomorrow.
Some intense inferiority complex came up again though but it was temporary.
Also Physical Shifting urges knocked on my door.
At this rate, things are going to go surprisingly wild very soon.
Now the question is: is it better to keep up with this highly transforming Total Breakdown phase until there are no more weak links which are preventing me to express my most socially, wealthy, sexually dominant version of myself or start ST2 (in 2 weeks) where the real action begins?
EDIT: People treats me better and better and they interact with me way more, even strangers.
NGL, Khan is the title I craved pretty much all my life because deep down everything I did was to re-become the socially free little kid I was early in life (his grown-up version obviously).
EDIT 2: I’m very grateful for the highly social job I have where I can see live in one of the best environments the genesis of Khan.
After falling back in listening to YouTube Subs and having some bad side effects both internally and externally it’s time to rethink the upcoming new cycle starting the next week.
The truth is that I cannot stay away from Physical Shifting and Manifesting and so, if I plan to listen to a Solo title stack it’s going to be really hard to stick with it.
Also I listened to YouTube Subs after adding too much listening time to the Khan ST1 microloops (up to 7.30 minutes).
So the plan right now is to finish the current first TB cycle this Sunday and then, after the recommended 5-days washout, start a brand-new cycle and stack with Khan ST1 (I still need more work on obliterating every doubt, sense of inferiority, inhibitions and most importantly not falling back on another Subs switching phase) + LotS + Limitess: Mind’s Eye
EDIT: I also think it’s better to take a slower approach because I had pretty cool results during this cycle but with added strong unpredictable side effects (the powerful urges to completely switch the Subs).
So I’ll start with even less exposure (30 sec. for every title) and build up everything by 30 sec. every single listening time so I should see even faster results due to the lower processing time which in return will motivate me more to stay on the right track.
EDIT 2:
Pretty cool experiences in terms of inner and social freedom in the first half of the day after playing a 6.30 min TB loop.
After that the fatigue to work 7 days non-stop (and several nights with poor sleep) started to creep in and with a kind of rage for not having the life that I dream/claim about. Frankly during the last working hours at gym I didn’t want to be there anymore, just to earn way less money than I would like.
I would say that those are classic recon symptoms so I thought about experimenting with playing a 30 sec. loop of the Brand-New Genesis title to see if it can alleviate those symptoms.
So I just played it few minutes ago and the very strange thing is that I already forgot the nature of negative thoughts and emotions surfacing in the last half of the day.
Very interesting result so far.
Let’s see how it it goes in the next few hours before the sleep time.
This morning when I was leading the functional training course there was a cute and chatty girl who was very easy to entertain. Then at some point I almost got a boner to think about what I could do to her, sexually speaking. There was a pleasant primal horniness which I never experienced since I played Primal and RotNW.
Obviously I didn’t act on it, lol. However in a different and private setting or situation the whole thing would have ended quite differently.
So the sexual desire is starting to re-awaken.
EDIT: Yesterday at the gym staff Christmas dinner I experienced a way more socially liberated version of myself. At some point I almost didn’t recognize my attitude and overall entertaining story-teller behavior. I was just enjoying deeply the dinner with my colleague while exchanging hilarious stories at the gym. Also barely any signs of shyness during the conversations.
Khan really shines in social settings for sure and I think I also got pre-sults from AoH because I was so joyful and confidently witty.
Recon hit harder this morning (way less motivation, drive, inner resistance, low mood) and so the yesterday’s 6.30 min Khan ST1 microloop is still too much to handle.
However it was the last day of the cycle and this week it’s washout time.
Maybe I’ll do more than 5 days as my tinnitus got worse in the last week, to recover from it.
All the above manifestations happened in a day and a half
Genesis: Mogul Who?
Now it’s time to start planning the next cycle/s.
A few options to be considered:
I would love to go through a documented physical transformation in 2025, on top of optimizing my relationships and financial situation too.
After a night dancing at the club where I felt off and definitely weaker than the last time I was there, it’s time to end this washout time and start with Khan ST2.
No more healing because it could be a sabotaging tactic to avoid what I truly want and especially need: the ultimate and most ambitious total reprogramming ever.
It’s time to become what I subconsciously feared a lot.
No more weakness allowed.
Only greatness is acceptable from now on.
I’m going to listen to ST2 alongside LotS and probably AoH.
So let’s start with my Physical, Mental, Emotional, Energetical and Spiritual transformation which means that 2025 will be the best year of my life.
The plan is not be able to recognize myself anymore, if I’ll compare it to what I’m currently am.
Listened to 1 min Khan ST2 loop this morning and then 1 minute loop of both Paragon (to recover faster from my light cold) and LotS.
I can feel the social reassurance and confidence building up already as I can approach strangers definitely more easily.
After playing with LotS I had the urge to start a brand-new Instagram account to document my physical transformation.
Also when I look into the mirror I see a better looking man.
Even though I got a cold the last 2 days, I still managed to act effortlessly and with an increasing and quite unexpected extrovertion.
I finally find myself interacting spontaneously in a very social manner outside of the work at the gym. In fact, the outside world is becoming my social playground as it’s at work.
However, I got negative thoughts popping up but with the self-reassurance of saying them “Adios” for good. And as soon as I act on something they started to fade away.
And No…I’m not becoming an a**h*le in the meantime.
Khan ST2 is starting to kick my a*s.
Lower mood, sub-hopping thoughts, negative thoughts and emotions emerging from my old Self.
Thank God I started using AoH to minimize the recon symptoms.
However, I don’t think Khan is a good choice to be played with when there’s an Holiday season around the corner because it requires you take relentless action when you just want to slow down and chill for few days.
That’s why I’m not feeling as good as the previous weeks when I was busier than usual with my jobs.
Live & Learn
Played 3 min. microloops of Khan ST2 + AoH + LotS this morning and I think I’m getting closer to my sweet spot.
No recon so far and I feel energized while enjoying more the time-off. I played Snooker online (the last time it was several months ago) and enjoyed more listening to my favorite music.
Physically shifting-wise I started to feel some pressure on my skull after I played LotS and my muscles are getting harder, even though I had to stop my workout routine since 2 weeks due to health issues (which I took care of with Paragon, in the meantime).
AoH is starting to reconnect me with the light/fun/entertaining side of life that I seriously neglected for a long time.
So AoH is another keeper for at least 3 cycles (the current one is included).
In other news, I got 2 more Personal Training clients out of the blue with 0 effort on my part. Also the amount of attractive girls/women are increasing all of a sudden at the main gym where I work.
It looks like I’m playing with a crazy cheat code.