Foundation - Emperor, Wanted, Daredevil - A Boundary Pushing Journal

Genesis?

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Genesis Test Cycle 2 - Day 13 Rest

Ran The Aesthete Yesterday

Some notes to self
I haven’t been tracking my subliminal cycles. I missed a day, which shifted the cycle forward. Haven’t really been journaling. Would like to return to daily journaling. It is possible and would be a good idea. I have several nice journals sitting on my desk waiting to be dedicated to specific aspects of my life, yet I haven’t really been using them. I started using one, then I stopped–this is something I used to do, now Genesis is making me do it again probably just to show me that this pattern still plays out within me, even though it’s been transmuted by different programs into different things. On Stark, maybe I’m journaling, but starting and stopping other things in life? I’m feeling a push recently to take a sabbatical, retrete to my home, and spend hours each day doing nothing but reading and writing. Perhaps I’m growing to accept that my life will continue to operate in periods of fast and rapid growth and dedication to a single area, followed by periods of rest. I want to start playing music again, and the opprotunity has presented itself for me to do so at my leisure, so long as I use the equipment in the evening so I’m not disrupting others. Manifestations have become a little funny. The line between sign and manifestation is blurred now more than ever. When I think of a thing and see it all around me, is it because it’s a sign that I’m headed in the right direction or is it simply me manifesting it into my life in odd ways. My thinking continues to change. I’m more social and I can’t seem to stop sharing about the deeper inner workings of my life and mind. Why? Temper that flame that desires to be known, or don’t. Genesis alongside RoM is quite the combination. I wish I had the time, desire and dicipline to test these programs in a more scientific way for the good of the community, but I’m too selfish, or too self-loving. I’m unwilling to sacrifice my growth in the short term to conduct more controlled experiments, but continue experimenting I shall. The balance I’ve struck is that my experiments benifit everyone. I win because I’m getting results and others win because I gain experience to give relevant advice to people that are inclined to ask. Ultimately, this is my journey, but it’s a shared journey. I think I know what I want, and I keep getting more of what I want, and that’s great. There is no conflict there. I think I will continue with Genesis for as many cycles as seems like it makes sense. I do sense the death of this journal though. I feel I’m on the precipice of the next evolution of me, and that calls for a new journal. Why lie, the journal will be just as chaotic as this one, but it really doesn’t matter. I must strike the balance between creating journals that are user friendly so users can read and get benifit from them, while also honoring the reality that the journal is a representation of my life and path.

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And RoM or both.

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I am pondering either RICH/EOG or GENESIS/ROM, I know they are not the same but GENESIS/ROM may be more versatile, not sure if that’s what I need now.

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I’m pondering dropping RoM soon for EoG or Rich myself.

If you have the time, I would recommend that you give RoM and Genesis at least a cycle or 3 to try it out. It’s been very transformative for me and utterly worth the “break” from my other goals.

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Genesis Test Cycle 2 - Day 14 - RoM & Genesis

Yes indeed, yes indeed.

It’s time for Ecasy of Gold. :grin: That’s what time it is baby! Thank you @Martin, for your question above: it validated my recent thinking about EoG and I’m gonna take it as a sign that it’s EoG time.

So…time for another experiment. I’ll stack The Aesthete, Genesis, and EoG ST1 next cycle and see how I feel. If all signs are a go, I’ll commit to EoG for the next 12 months or so. :grin:

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How did stacking Genesis and RoM go for you overall?

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Best decision I’ve made with subliminals since Stark and Wanted. Can’t really under sell it. Every aspect of my life has improved in marked ways.

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I was planning to buy and stack RoM and Genesis. Which is why I asked. :sweat_smile:

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Just do it! :grin: promise, even a cycle is worth your time.

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Genesis Test Cycle 2 - Day 15 - The Aesthete - 6/20/2023

Damn it, I just ran The Aesthete on my rest day…This cycle has gotten all kinds of messed up. Oh well, that’s alright. I guess in a weird way it gets me back on track. I’m going to start adding dates to my journal entries to avoid doing this again.

Tired. Drank and ate too much last night which fucked up my sleep. A big goal moving forward is to start getting the sleep my body needs. It’s very necessary. I’ll work out today to help get ahead of any possible recon.

I’m building a fuckaround custom. Will report later with build deets.

Everything is not only good, it’s better. I’m just pissy because I didn’t get enough sleep. I would say that there are more updates coming soon, but that would be a lie. I’m keeping details close for a while. All you gotta know that in every area that I’m trying to improve, I’m improving.

Gonna play with Q-Store now and think about my EoG run that’s coming.

Time for money, baby.

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What happened? :thinking:

Haven’t been tracking very well. Missed a listening day earlier in the cycle, now I just ran all three titles in 2 days because I forgot that I listened yesterday. :sweat_smile:

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Okay, just built a new monster. Being a long term-lover of Wanted, I used the Primal Seduction core as the main seduction core, then added some modules to mimic some of the effects of Wanted that I like most. It’s another physical shifting and seduction custom, however, this time I used a lot of the new tech. I present to you…

Adonis

Physical Shifting

  1. Legacy of the Spartan Core
  2. BDLM Core
  3. Emperor Fitness Height Inducer
  4. Perfect Style & Smell

Seduction
5. Primal Seduction Core
6. Alexander’s Play
7. Hegemon
8. Seducers Gaze
9. Instant Spark
10. Gorgeous Manifestor
11. Sexual Manifestation

My Long Time Favorites
12. Ethereal Presence
13. Elegance
14. Entranced
15. Mosaic

Tri-core processing power and 12 modules. Adonis combines some of my favorite aspects of Wanted, with the raw, unrestrictive versatility of Primal Seduction, and utilizes the newest physical shifting technology.

I might just build the damn thing for fun. I’m not sure what it will do to me…but I might as well test-drive the new tech. What’s the worst that could happen? I might improve in ways I didn’t know I could, or I might get unbearable recon and realized that I’ve created a monster that I can’t actually use.

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Why are these your favourite?

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When women start saying you look like an angel, and you can watch people melt under your gaze, you’ll understand.

I like Mosaic because it seems to work for increasing stackability

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Los Angeles

What?

Update 6/20/2023

Yeah, I got recon. No bones about it. Just like that, I feel pretty low and powerless. Woops, still can’t handle over exposure.

I’m gonna manage this. I’ll just play it by ear managing the recon. Might cut the cycle short and take an early washout to clear my head. :slight_smile: until further notice, all stack changes are not final.

The custom would be too much, I’m gonna scrap the concept for now. Eventually, I’ll test the LotS and BDLM for compatibility, possibly.

Today marks a revaluation period in my journey. I need to shift things up a bit and clear the next level.

Most likely will be running EoG next cycle…BUT you know how recon works lol.

I know that I should start the wealth journey soon, because given my frame of reference from seduction and alpha subs, I should be expecting about a year or more before I really start getting somewhere big. Who knows though.

RoM must stay in the stack, it’s worth every second. I might need to be more creative.

I need to make some adjustments in my life. Sleep more, work less. :slight_smile:

See y’all later.

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Genesis Test Cycle 2 - Day 17 - Gen & RoM - 6/22/2023

Ran both. Feel better.

There’s a lot of shit going on in my life right now. I’m actually excited for this cycle to end. I’m gonna push through the last two listening days and once again, I’m gonna try and do a water fast. Maybe I’ve finally healed enough to take on the challenge.

There are decisions I need to make in life, but I’m gonna wait until either I’m done with washout or I complete my water fast. I need some clarity of body, mind, and spirit.

Still pretty confident about EoG for next cycle. Less confident about dropping RoM. Maybe I’ll make a RoM/Genesis custom or a Genesis PS custom…idk. I think I need to make a new custom for my current trajectory though.

I will think on this.

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