Do not be so harsh on yourself, you made the app
Haha appreciate you bro thanks.
I guess it was all the learnt behaviour plus the sudden increase of love and respect from strangers which startled my subconscious mind. I’ll prob get used to it within a few weeks
Left a group chat and suddenly feel more energy.
I’m on a mission to 10x my output.
Currently I am doing product a day. I want to do ten, and keep it high quality.
What do you mean here?
WhatsApp group chat of people who aren’t on the same wavelength as me.
I’ve realized I’m an extremist when it comes to my purpose.
And I love it this way.
Leaving such groups is always a good thing then.
This is the weirdest recon ever.
I feel nothing but I feel sad.
Feel like the world and my place in it doesn’t make sense anymore.
My status and my place in the world makes no sense to me.
Idk where I am supposed to be or where I am supposed to fit in into the world.
It’s like I’m numb.
I’ve seen recon described that way here, most recently from Genesis. Just saying so you know it’s normal and not weird
Haha thanks.
I seem to get “instant karma” if I do something even slightly immoral in business.
The backlash is usually not even in business but in unrelated personal relationships.
I have no idea why this happens. Looking back, this has always happened.
I think that might be a subconscious thing, like you do something you know is wrong and subconsciously manifest difficult circumstances to “punish yourself” for doing so. I remember reading that somewhere a long time ago.
You might be right because a large part of me thinks it’s justified.
Not sure if it’s a good thing or bad thing to have
Yeah, I think it might be a good thing actually or else you’d just be a sociopath without a conscience you know? Lol idk though, in some cases the “punishment” might be due to false subconscious beliefs, but that’s where subliminals help just speculating though, I could be wrong.
Yeah you are right, hopefully the subliminals help with this
I’m convinced now that what goes around does come back around.
So I need to pay for all the energetic and other debts I have incurred, by going towards hardship and doing what I’m supposed to be doing.
Karma is real so I will not be taking any sort of crooked path in any way.
I will live as a good yet strong person.
I’ve decided to go back to khan black starting stage one again.
Why?
Because I’ve never been as productive as when I was on khan black.
I was literally working 16 hrs a day without a sweat.
So next cycle: EoG4, Khan 3, KhanBlack 1
Getting some good IoIs from women, though subtle.
Was in a sauna with a bunch of well built guys inside who I don’t know. The girls I found semi attractive found me semi attractive but the ones I found hot were loving me.
There was a semi pro MMA fighting girl that goes to my fighting gym (I haven’t been for few months because focusing on money) who I never spoken to before, who was cutting water weight for her fight. She was giving me IoIs even tho she could probably beat me up and is bigger and probably stronger than me.
One thing I noticed is with Heartsong, it adds a very comforting dimension with the girls that are compatible with you, without taking away any sexual tension.
I love Heartsong, it really makes me reconsider swapping it for khan black.
There’s a big difference between old money in contrast to others.
Saw what seems to be an aristocrat meetup in London, with people that have family emblems given to their families by the royalty here, hundreds of years ago.
Their whole vibe is different.
Old money has an aura that is golden coming from their hearts.
And they’re polite.
Very different to most people who seem to barely have any kind of golden aura/energy.
That sounds like a halo effect. Which can be deceiving You’re enchanted.
Now of course there are legitimate cool and positive aristocrats. But there’s a lot of crap underneath, naturally because they’re human with alot of inherited power and money.
Maybe so but I think this is less than normal people.
Simply because normal people do worse things out of necessity due to a lack of abundance.
And likely also due to a lack of experience.
There are definately old money people that do henious stuff yes, but if given the same amount of power to an average person, over time, I think they would likely do worse than an old money person, due to them not ever have weilded that level of wealth it power before.
How many old money people have ran crypto scams? Or done some sort of ponzi scheme?
Or have done any kind of scam on a large scale? The banks that failed in the last two decades were mostly run by “new money” people, who felt like they had to amass as much money as possible as quick as possible.
The old money think in much longer time frames so doing heinous things now would not help them in any way.
Am I saying they’re perfect? Defo not.
You got some points there