Reconciling things around the topic of luck
ngl I’m having mild recon even on 20s. I think it’s because of 3 titles in one day
I don’t think that I need to change back to original schedule though
It feels as if now my mind kind of has to process all scripts together and reconcile a unique combination, rather than combo of 2 subs in day 1 and 1 sub at day 3 - I think my brain treats it like 2 different stacks and doesn’t synergize them well. That’s why I was able to listen to 2-3 mins of my titles without recon previously
And also, now the stack has this “synergized” feel. I think my results will get better on this schedule. Recon means it’s working and I’m growing so I don’t mind it - it’s not the disruptive recon I often feel in which I’m losing hope, productivity, etc. - it’s the kind of recon that is actually productive and in which I’m working through my issues.
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Recon led me back to:
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Currently, I’m following this, even though I’m not an entrepreneur:
I went from AM to Emperor and it was a correct decision, I am now ready for Emperor and not encountering same recon hell I’d have prior to that
And I dropped Stark and RICH in favor of EOG and Love Bomb. I learnt from my mistakes, going slow, working through issues. This is going to be a long term thing
I’ve had a few major successes already with this stack, it’s been around 2 weeks with it. And for Emperor, I’ve used it for almost a month already.
During this time, I went from 20 sec loops to 5 min yesterday (and going back to 3 min because I have recon now), earned quite a bit of money (Breaking my all time record - just realized it!), researching a few investment opportunities, and having a very big internal growth from EOG ST1 and Love Bomb (dropping a lot of personal negative beliefs regarding money, realizing a lot of important things on self love, improving my relationships with myself and others, etc.)
Dropping RICH and Stark were correct choices as well, here’s why:
RICH - because I thought that I have pathway by knowing the skill, but in reality, the pathway would be a consistent flow of clients, and RICH would allow me to close more of them. It didn’t manifest clients for me, even though I had pathways for that (not the best ones but still)
And Stark - because I thought I’m taking action and providing pathway daily, but in reality, I don’t fulfill Stark objectives daily. I post my works on social media but it is not very often, I don’t really socialize much, not innovating, etc.
So I could only handle 30s because I wasn’t taking any action and that was my limit. I was incongruent with this stack and taking action on its objectives would distract me more from my goals
While Emperor, EOG and LB are much more congruent with it, and also seem quite universal at the same time.
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Current recon topics: Luck, Purpose, Desires, Productivity, Entertainment, Struggle and Discipline VS. Flow and Enthusiasm
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Will specify this
EOG ST1:
- I had weird belief that I should never go to a normal job, only online freelancing or online businesses, but now I’m seriously considering either getting a job in my field, not only freelancing (this way I can get guaranteed income + improve my skillset + network) or some AFK-type of work lol (like office security - in my country, often the only requirements for this type of job is to literally be there and that’s it - I have a few living examples of that).
- I considered some debts that I have to be almost a curse and needing to pay them as fast as possible. This mindset just blocked me from seeing any investment opportunities that might even allow me to pay those debts way faster. It’s like my field of view increased now
- I had some serious beliefs that to succeed, luck is mandatory. But NSE showed me that volume negates luck, and that generally, trying to blame luck is just personal irresponsibility.
- Generally, I’m having a few experiments on the topic of luck. I’m not saying anything to anyone before I confirm those ideas but so far, the results are exceptional. Literally had some great things happen and their probability is close to 0%. I might as well have conquered luck already, but I still need some time for complete confirmation.
Love Bomb:
- I’m generally feeling better, believing in myself more, have more motivation to work through obstacles and get the best for myself.
- (tied to EOG) had a lot of the worthiness recalibration - realized that I can charge a lot. I had this imposter syndrome, thinking that my work just can’t cost so much money.
- I’m learning to enjoy results of others way more. I guess it was kind of a hidden jealousy? Before, I’d just be glad for someone when they achieve something great but now I am just extremely happy for them and I feel this happiness with every fiber of my being
- I started doing a lot of useful things out of self-love rather than because I just need to do them for XYZ. Small change of perception but it leads to better results with those things, higher enthusiasm and energy, and more overall enjoyment and happiness
Those are main things from the top of my head
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Earned some money today. Pretty easy, pretty comfortably. The stack is doing its job. We are so back
Why was I sabotaging myself so much in the past?