Man, some BIG metamorphoses are going on, once the processing has finished. Maybe MWF is not the best course of action and I should try 1 day on 2 days off schedule for even more space for processing?
Found a way to delegate some important tasks which will not only free up my time and energy but also will lead to increased profits
I’m barely journaling lately, only logging my results and experiments with exposure, but I lack introspection. I don’t even know what beliefs are chaning, I just see the results and improvements in my life
I need to start developing my introspection better
I noticed that for some reason, sometimes I’m hesitant to accept money from anything that I don’t directly classify as “job”
Just a few days ago one of my acquaintances asked to participate in some short experiment and was suggested to pay for it. It was fun, useful for me and I’m still feeling “uneasy” for the fact that I got payed for it just because I’d have done it for free
I guess I’m not feeling worthy of people paying me for something that I enjoy. I’ve got a few ideas on how to work through it
I think this limiting belief also leads me to the idea that I’ll never be able to work totally for enjoyment. Like, at this moment it seems that if I get payed, it means it’s work and I’m not enjoying it 100%
Gotta deal with that ASAP
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“Atlas Shrugged” is a great antidote for that.
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worthiness issues in general, or the money related one?
All of it.
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Thanks, I’ll check it out!
Day 1 - AM (1m) + RICH (3m) + AsC (10 sec)
There’s a high probability that I’ll be able to get a nice and high paying job very soon
There’s a high probability that I’ll be able to get a nice and high paying job very soon
Also, had motivation to workout just like with LotS. I don’t know if it’s some AM scripting or LotS keeps processing
Day 2 - rest
Motivation to workout still high; motivation to work too
Some unexpected problems arised on the horizon but I think I’ve got time to prepare
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AM feels like some alpha + wealth essence in an audiofile
It has this calm, determined feeling. I know what I need to do, I know how I need to do it, I have the desire and will to do it, I have energy and enthusiasm
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Day 3 - rest
Woke up feeling AMAZING: very well rested, energetic, despite sleeping about 6 hours or so (it’s not subliminals-related, I’ve been stressed out more than usual lately and my sleep started to suffer both in quality and duration, but today the quality shot up a lot)
Did some exercise in the morning despite it being a rest day
saving this
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huh
I was planning on running Stark + Wanted after I achieve some of my goals in near future. Guess I’ll take it as a sign
I’m getting strong recon to add WANTED. Maybe AM is working on my attractiveness?.. I’d have thought that it’s some background processing of LotS but I crave WANTED for overall attraction, not just physical shifting
I wanted to increase the listening time for AM but apparently, not now lol.
Interestingly, though, AM gives me more workout motivation than LotS. I guess it’s the combo of Alpha status + physical shifting script in AM - afaik LotS doesn’t have any Alpha programming. My mind probably sees having a good body as a necessary part of being high status
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Ascension itself yields results in seduction. Even if not as pronounced as other titles. It’s definitely doing SOMETHING for you sounds like.
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day 4 - AM (1 min)+ RICH (3.5 min)
RICH really shines. If I don’t get any monetary manifestations on an almost daily basis, at least I get a free dinner or something.
On the other hand, didn’t really sleep well - I did too much TRE and had lots of graphic nightmares, some were related to attraction because I looked in the mirror and my face started to deform and become very ugly. @Trader - you are right that AM is working on my attractiveness. I generally noticed that I started walking with more open body language, more confidence, etc, which are part of attractiveness (even if indirect)
TRE can lead to natural recon (by releasing trauma) and I guess subs can supercharge this process and also put positive programming on top immediately.
I actually just yesterday started reading Shake it Off naturally by Berceli and remember the phrase that the neurogenic tremors create a safe environment to discharge energy, remove negative programming (traumas) and create a conducive environment for building new positive patterns. @SaintSovereign @Fire - tagging you because you might see some use in it
Back to other changes I’ve noticed: I’m less interested in cheap entertainment, it just gets boring pretty quickly. And I’m more sensitive to my energy levels and the reasons as to why they are low (when they are low; I mostly have high energy these days). And I started reading again - I took a big break from reading (unplanned, just didn’t have the desire) but now I started craving books again. I see it as benefit. Could it be my subconscious searching for some info that it needs to execute the script?
And last but not least, even though it’s just 4th day of my cycle, so far I like the 1 on 2 off schedule more - I feel like I have more mental space, able to journal better because I don’t have this reconciliation fog and the results don’t seem to suffer.
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Day 5 - rest
I’m not productive after adding 30 sec to RICH (3:30 in total). Of course it could also be from overdoing TRE last time but I’ll reduce to 3:15 just in case
Also, something’s been on my mind for a couple of days now, I guess it’s AM doing its work. It is this phrase - “the hero’s journey”