on!
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Day 16:
For some reason I’m waking up late. Not complying, will try to recover my old morning habit. Yesterday I was in a certain specific mood, such as ready for anything and kept my frame.
Haven’t felt the intense rush of ambition of Limitless Executive, it’s possible that I just need more exposure to it. Or maybe the scripting’s different to balance the two Ultimas?
EIther way, today I’ll make a brief test about it and run The Executive for getting that intense drive that I crave.
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If that doesn’t work, perhaps consider a rest day or two.
I took three days off Ultimas since the year began actually. Executive’s gave me the push needed for today.
Maybe I need more exposure to Limitless Executive
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Two can play this game tho.
and on!
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Day 17:
Already over than two weeks? I can see deep changes, yes sir. We’re back on track and live!
The first loop of The Executive ain’t finished yet and I’m already working fast and hauling ass.
Gotta say it again, this Ultima’s the best for me. It’s the very same one who kickstarted all my journey as it should be.
Good progress with DR, gotta enjoy deep sleep, among other stuff.
Cont.
Hands are still shaking a bit, but I feel… I feel different. DR manifested one of my deep fears, and got around it. Made it, oh god, the relief, adrenaline, fear and the victory.
I’ll share something quick. I love cars, a lot, however due to my own insecurities and fears, don’t drive a lot, and less if it’s a shared car. And today, DR caught me good.
Apparently, there was some urgent business that my family had to resolve, pops was extremely busy and told me if I could drive my brother and mother to the bank. I said yes.
Despite being a bit blind, and with an expired license, which I can’t renew at the moment, the appointment’s is in 22 days. Fuckin’ bank’s inside a mall, which is closed so you had to get around it. Drove in the dark parking lot, avoiding cars and feeling the adrenaline and fear, but pushed on.
Afterwards, I had to leave. I always drive with company, DR manifested yet other insecurity, driving alone, quite ironic. I felt incompetent to do it and felt comfortable riding with other folks. Not today, and still made it. Suffered an embarrassing moment paying the ticket and made a small queue, another fear of mine.
Then had to drive in heavy traffic, another insecurity. And eventually reached home minutes ago.
Never exactly knew why I had this fears and insecurities, today’s events were manifested by DR, there’s no other reason. All of 'em were connected, and lived them, persevered and got home safely. No dents, no crashes. I fucking did it.
My hands keep shaking, but lived my fear, and kept my cool, kept my frame. Despite all the shit that kept happening, my inner voice told me the opposite. “You can do this man, you got it” It was special, and there’s no other sweet relief, like the one of breaking free of limiting beliefs and fears. Like Henry’s Ford quote, nothing surprises more a man, to do the one thing he think he was incapable of…
I gotta recover a bit, but I’m content. I fucking did it!
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That driving incident of yours reminded me of some of mine. It was horrible especially since at the time I didn’t know there was something wrong with my eyes. After I got diagnosed, my doctor told me to not drive anymore. I really miss driving and hopefully Paragon will help with that
But kudos on your determination. Ending it all with “I did it!” is what life is all about
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Day 19:
Yesterday, I took my time and relaxed all day. For some reason I’m actually in a pissed off mood today.
Don’t know why to make or what to focus today. It’s a first time I feel like this on DR.
No interest in sketching or writing today. At least not for the moment.
Cont:
Mood’s way better than before. Something or a type of blockage left and now I’m good.
I’m enjoying to take my time and instead of rushing everything, I’m doing the opposite. Gives me a healthy dose of perspective, everything in it’s due time, enjoy the present.
Phew, the recon in here it’s tough, but makes a great change for the best. I have to keep reminding me that.
This is very important to me - thanks for sharing this. I am not going to stop playing Dragon Reborn until I achieve the same goal as you.
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Oh, yes! Executive’s the beast for getting things done, and thanks to it I made excellent progress my journey back in October, running it five days a week. Thanks to Executive I’m working out and taking cold showers to this very day, I eventually made the habit.
I’m pretty sure it can get my ass moving now, being aware of the potency of the Ultima. But my intuition tells me the opposite. I feel the need to take my time and let DR make it’s magic.
@Lion I understand you man, that’s why I also avoid driving for the moment. Everything’s blurry and can still make out the cars but prefer to avoid it for a while. Since my eyesight is curing at a decent pace, I miss driving around seeing everything fine, ditched my glasses months ago, I hate that glasses never fix the problem and can’t make myself new ones since they’re gonna be obsolete quickly.
I’m wishing you success on your path of physical healing and recover your health to an optimal level quickly. Sometimes I do get the thought of what’s the point of amassing wealth or other stuff if we don’t have our bodies in check and healthy. Thank you for sharing that insight months ago. Plus, I’m happy with seeing you got what you finally wanted, a sub for healing.
Many take for granted what we have, and need to remind ourselves to be grateful.
@King DR will help you tackle it, I’m sure of that. Keep persevering brother, eventually your wish will be accomplished and will return ten times stronger and recovered!
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Interesting conversation about DR dorecting you to other subs.
I had a taught about using Primal Seduction…
Not sure if its reconcilliation or DR direction.
If DR’s directing you to another sub, the thought is still present a week or two after, like if it’s permanent. plus in my case there’s a good feeling in my gut about it.
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I will observe and see if its still comes up.
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Thank you, my friend. I really appreciate that. Am wishing for your healing too
It’s a big relief to have a physical healing sub from subclub especially since I trust them the most
I agree. I myself took things for granted until I went down the path of poor eyesight
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Could you please elaborate?