I think this here is the key point. I can’t say what works for you, but to me, my value is in line with the success that I have in life. When I’m in this turmoil of trial and error, I just don’t feel as confident as when I’m fully on my purpose and smashing my goals. If I remember correctly, winning has to do something with your testosterone. When you feel like you’re struggling, your mind knows.
I think subs will help with this, but it’s never that ground-shaking, feeling deep into your core kind of confidence. That only comes from going through turmoil while feeling insecure. Maybe not the answer you’re looking for because I hate to hear it myself haha.
Best of luck to you brother! I hope you will get through this storm. 
