I stuck to the plan, and this morning, I ran Chosen (x1) + Emperor (x1) for the third time, so this would be day 5 of cycle 1. The stack is beginning to gel a little more because I notice an urge / desire to be friendly and connect with people, like my vibe has definitely improved in that regard. My energy level is much higher than it was when running Wanted(ZP) solo. The more work I do, the better I feel, and the less reconciliation I experience. I think once I allow myself to adjust to the stack, I will do very good things. I am thankful for the ability to reflect on the past and recognise the avoidance / quitting behaviour, that was driving me to stop listening.
I am getting a better hold of my diet and the workouts have been good. Doing NoSurf has been more difficult than expected but I have greatly reduced reading news, Facebook and reddit, which are the main problem. I think the internet is a tough one, because I love to process information, but my problem is with the comments sections, in which I read to either; elicit an emotion within myself, or to be influenced by another persons’ opinion. I guess I try to justify my own actions, in an approval seeking way, by reading the comments of others, but without ever actually interacting with them. It’s pretty weird when I think about it, and I believe I get more out of reading books and forming my own opinions and truths based on what I’ve read. That’s why reading is my main replacement activity for web browsing.
Another thing I noticed since starting this stack, despite the reconciliation, I instantly felt mentally sharper. I don’t know if Emperor(ZP) still has some type of Limitless LITE scripting, but I have noticed something going on. Almost like a new world of possibilities is opening up in regards to making money. I don’t need to only rely on my physical abilities to make money, I am starting to believe that I have the intelligence to investigate and learn new ways to make money.