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@RVconsultant Could you add the following at the beginning of the first post and then close this journal.
I’ve started this journal 8 months ago.
And I grew immensely in this time.
I wouldn’t say I’ve built the solid base I’d like to have, but it is a base for more growth.
The journey in this journal started with Emperor and LBfH. I had a few short interludes with SSX and RotNW, but nothing serious.
Emperor gave me a sense of Resilience and inner calm. Not what I wanted from this sub, but what I needed more than anything.
Then I added GM. And it stayed. It’s even now a part of my first custom. I don’t feel GM at all. I don’t see any results from it either. Besides getting me a minijob. But that’s not the point. I trust this sub, and that it’s doing its work hidden in the underground.
With the New year, I added KB and Phoenix.
Phoenix accompanied me for two months. Then it made me realize, that I’m missing selflove big time. So I decided to replace it with LB.
LB is the one sub I probably needed more than anything else. It made me realize even more, that deep down, I was convinced that I don’t deserve anything good in my life, so I sabotaged anything that could lead to a good life. Two weeks after I started with LB I got my first minijob. Because I now deserved it. Later on, it raised my deserve level so much, that I build myself a custom: Abundance Architect.
KB was also a life saver. I was a porn addict for 20 years. And as hard as I tried, I could never let it go for good. KB1 accomplished this in three cycles. Now I’m almost three months free of temptation. And that really saved my relationship.
Now I’m continuing to journal my jouney in a new journal. You can find it here:
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