Played one loop of Paragon before falling asleep last night. I had many dreams that I interpret as making progress. Someone was trying to keep me from making progress at the gym and I confronted them. Then someone actually ruined my meal, but I worked on it to fix it. I wasted no time and was not hindered by my emotions and the shock value that they tried to elicit. I just worked on it as if nothing else they did mattered. I only listen to Paragon before falling asleep and I hadn’t played this sub for a few days. I noticed that I had less dreams and couldn’t remember them when I didn’t use Paragon. My dreams turned into movies when I slept after playing RM.
The other day someone who doesn’t want to see success in themselves or in others tried to drag me down to their level. I was so angry. Then I had a thought come to me “That person doesn’t matter”. This thought must have come from the subs because it was so matter of fact, it made a huge difference. I was able to carry this over a few days later when someone else tried to pull me back.
I’m getting better artistic results from RM. I’m getting better results from my art because the alpha component of the sub drives me to just get it done. It also gives me the confidence that I am making the right decisions. I used to be too careful, I didn’t realize that it was actually a hindrance to not only the quality of my work, but it also kept me from improving.
Second day in a row I woke up after seven hours of sleep, feeling ready to start the day.
