Being apathetic DRR? Or Recon?

Questions and Comments
#1

Using wanted stark and DRR1
I’ve became less happy the last few days
Not sure if it’s because DRR or recon

Also thought it might be Wanted for some reason it makes me more quiet, reserved and less reactive with people…

Usually I’m a really challenging the people around me and I feel I became mysterious in a quiet and almost weak way (not weak here I’m still feel alpha and shit)

Could also be because I don’t have much time to enjoy life for now because of work and other obligations.

I hope I’ll feel the positivity from Stark again it seems to have gone away for now

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#2

Stage one can be pretty intense and heavy. You could always try to cycle out either wanted or stark for a bit and balance DRR with a more positive title like LB, Sanguine, or one of the Genesis’ (like Joy).

What are your thoughts on that?

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#3

I thought about cycling out wanted for Limitless because it might be more positive? And because it might help with my studies
I also feel buried with too much to study as I also work
So life is not really fun at the moment.

I also have the OG Genesis in my downloads I’m not inclined to buy more titles I bought a lot lol

Anyways I’ve just started a new cycle so I’m not inclined to change anything for the next 2 weeks or so because I should be consistent.

It’s too easy to change things all the time.

It could be that
TBH at first I didn’t feel much from DRR

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#4

I do feel more apathetic using DRR.
But it doesn’t bother me so I don’t see it as a recon.
On the contrary, it gives me better control over myself.

Sometimes results can feel like recon if they come too much too quickly before you can adapt.
Lowering how many times you listen to it in a cycle & using microloops should be enough.

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#5

Can you please share what do you mean by results of apathy?

On what stage are you?

And I guess the apathy or because I’m breaking inner limitations and dissolving negativity?

#6

It’s recon 100%

#7

Actually @Viktor has a point

My hardest recon was using WB and SB together even though I felt more dominant and the titles start to dig for results and change
My recon was unbelievable - I was tired all the time with very bad and weird dreams to the point it was hard to function.
Even though it was “hard to function” I met my friends and was out a lot.

Now I’m also a bit tired but less so.
Without many weird dreams sometimes none.
And I feel super apathetic which I didn’t feel on any other title and on any other recon I’ve experienced.

So it might be DRR :slight_smile:

I hope it does it gives me hope that something is happening on a much deeper level than I’m aware of

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#8

Well, I find it harder to be empathetic towards many aspects of life.
You can call it “detached”. but it comes together into helping the goal of the stage.

The apathy from DRR1 helps me clear myself from things that would distract me from my goals.
From DRR2, it helps strengthen my inner power, taking the reign over my own life.

My friend said the same thing about being more apathetic after using DR for more than a year, and we both see it as an upside that help us achieve our goals. So I know that at least a part of it is the intended purpose of the sub.

Edit: For example, here is one from my journal about it

I haven’t gone to stage 3 & 4 yet, and I don’t plan to for a while. DRR1 is enough for what I need.

Yeah, most likely.

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#9

Wow so I basically learn to be unreactive to negativity along the way

That’s cool!

Thank you for helping me out

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#10

I can relate to that. If the recon or feeling of apathy is more than you are comfortable with you could cut down on the listening time. Cutting down on the listening time can help make it smoother.

Also, have you taken a look at Genesis: The art of happiness and joy? It’s for free, and it helped me recently when I had an intensive phase and nasty recon when I started on DRRst4.

This, right here.

Remember, it’s a multi-stage meant to hit deep and on all levels, so just take it slow and allow yourself to get through it. Whether you weather the recon, cut back on listening time, or cycle out for another title to balance DRR… once you get past st1 and st2 it will most likely be smoother.

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#11

That’s interesting

I hope ST3-4 are easier …

OK I’m going to try to suffer my way out this cycle
Next one I might use G:Happy for some balance
Thanks!

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