Thank you. That’s a very good question and I think what holds me back most is the oldest enemy of mine - my comfort zone and doing what I want to do instead of doing what needs to be done to get where I really want to be.
I expect of DR to deepen my healing process, to make me more integrated and solid. Apart from that, the most appealing thing to me is self-discovery, maturing and becoming wiser. I’m a Magician so becoming wiser and more knowledgeable that’s been always the top priority of mine. I’ve always thought I knew myself through and through but I hope I’m wrong and the program will help me get to know myself better.
Regeneration and Elixir helped to get rid of the main traumas but it doesn’t change the fact I had a bit fucked up life (my little brother’s suicide, my father being pretty harsh on me, people discriminating me due to my hair colour and some other stuff). I think RD will heal me on the deeper levels more thoroughly and in a more complex way than my former stack did.