I think this is great news for you! Celebrate man!
Youāre right, will do
The meeting went well
Right on mate! You might want to get used to more success.
You might be right about that lol
Just when I thought Khan TR was done, last night happened. The dream was crazy. First there was this woman who was being treated like an outcast and being abused and treated poorly by everyone. Then there were dogs that that ate people, like full on devour from something from the anime Re:Zero. Then the people started devouring people too. I am running and hiding where ever I can.
Also I set my alarm to go off at 5am because I wanted to exercise and I slept though it. The alarm is suppose to stop after 10 mins and I slept through it unless it didnāt go off, I donāt know. Has anyone ever experienced this, sleeping through your alarm?
Howās the attraction from women on Stage 1?
I wasnāt approaching on stage 1 so there wasnāt any.
Any stares from ladies?
lol no. Nothing to indicate that anyone was interested.
No but I have slept longer than I had planned to. I figure if I sleep more then I need to plan for more sleep. I think that rest days are super important, and sleep is a close second. Since getting more sleep my reconciliation has dropped tremendously. For example, the weird dreams happen much less.
Thanks I do need to prioritize sleep more.
I want to move on to stage 3 even though I know it would be a mistake. Iām not going to especially when Iām doing so well with the discipline. Plus I remember what stage 3 was like when I wasnāt ready. The push to do the things that scared me was brutal and unforgiving with the faulty beliefs and programming.
Last night I think I actually saw physical results. Right now Iām at a resort and I was enjoying dinner when my father came around with a girl that he was more or less going to have fun with and introduced her to me. She and I were making small talk and she was into it and me. She was saying things like Iām easy to talk to, how sarcastic I am and she even started getting personal about what her relationships with her parents were like though couldnāt really hear over the music that was for entertainment.
The conversation fizzled out for me and got boring when it got to what she did for a hobby and how she thought of making a business out of it which the my father took over. Its fine though after all I think the intention was for them to have fun I had a feeling I was getting too close. As the entertainment was winding down, I decided to go to my room and just watch some Youtube before bed.
Iām considering moving on to Stage 3 next week. Reason being Iām starting to feel like I need a kick up the ass to start getting things done. Yesterday I woke up in the morning and I decided to work out for the first time in a while; this morning I couldnāt bring myself to get up. It is simply laziness. I have always been lazy and have always procrastinated and I would love to finally stop making excuses and start handling business.
I do love the vibe I have with Khan TR though and it seems I do have somewhat of an aura about be based on this past weekend. But taking serious undeniable action that would cause really result? I donāt see that happening on Khan TR. Both Stage 1 & 2 has done a lot of internal work but I want more than just being a wallflower.
I know its up to me but I would still love to hear the opinions of you guys.
You could try Stage 3 and if that doesnāt work as well as you had hoped you could always go back to Stage 2.
Have been listening to Stage 3 and right now reconciliation is hitting worse than the first 2 stages. So many doubts, want to give up and wanting to switch. And its just one loop a day on regular Q. I canāt even imagine Q2.
Hang in there buddy. No switching! No giving up! Khan it out.
Another option is the reduce the number of loops and increase the number of rest days.