I’m commanding more and more respect. I’m really choosing to now. It doesn’t serve me to be nice to people anymore, and that’s been a huge shift for me. Courteous, yes. Not “nice.” I’m really working on developing my boundaries and giving less of myself to people. It’s not a negative at all as some may think.
As I start to do this I realize that many times I’ve squashed other people in trying to prove myself as whatever: nice, competent, attractive. As I’ve backed off I’m truly allowing other people to shine in our interactions and placing more value on what they’re saying.
I’m licking off combos now! It’s a minor improvement for me but I’ve gained enough technical foundation to go from one move to the next without looking like a complete dunce.
A majority of the effects of the sub for me are just consistently going to class. I have a hard road because most of the beginners classes I simply can’t attend with my work schedule. I’ve been jumping in to intermediate classes because that’s the only option I have. Regardless of the difficulty I’m at that gym at least 4 times a week. Which is incredible now that I think about it. When I look outside most people are sedentary and couldn’t last a week doing what I do. I probably couldn’t last a week doing what I do some time ago. But here we are.
I had the greatest sex of my life on Sunday night. I gave the lady 3 orgasms back to back. During one, with my hand around her throat I asked her who her pussy belongs to, to which she enthusiastically replied with the little air left in her lungs “it’s yours.”
Sex Mastery has turned me into an absolute freak. In fact Ascension in general has. Before Ascension I had never so much as eaten a girl out. I was absolutely frigid about it. Now I’m eating vagina like it’s filet mignon.
With the half-dozen women I’ve been with before my current one there was only a singular orgasm to share between them.
That was the beginning point of my journey. Now I have experiences like watching my girl stumble out of my car weak and confused, or talking about putting an ice pack on her *****.
The day after that sex she came to sit next to me and she leaned in and her eyes dilated like she was on drugs. It was extremely interesting to see because body language doesn’t lie.
Life is good!